How the hell…

..is a phrase I’ve been saying a lot for the last hour. I thought I was computer savvy, but trying to navigate the menus and tools of WordPress has proven otherwise. I originally posted this last night, somehow deleted the title and comments my friends made, and now here I am trying this again. grr. Is this how my 70 something year old coworker feels when he tries to open and print any document that is emailed to him?

I recently ditched Apple products after being a loyal customer since 2015. Figuring out how to navigate a Samsung literally gave me a headache for the first couple of hours and it humbled me real fast. It’s been a few weeks of sitting in the Samsung boat and while I don’t regret the decision to push off into the unknown, I must say I miss the ultra simple layout of an iPhone. But alas, a land of customization awaits me.

Who the hell even creates a blog anymore? Do the posts usually have a running theme or something??? Idk. Whatever. Who cares! Arbitrary rules.

Anyways. I am here to become an expressive little internet goblin!! Not a performing internet goblin!! This shan’t be a place of perfectly curated circus tricks or anything!! I won’t even set up my tripod and ringlight in order to film myself getting out of bed or walking into my local Whole Foods. hEH.

I don’t have any agenda for this blog, other than to just have fun with sharing what I want. When I first made my film account, this is kinda what I had in mind with it. Just posting my musings alongside my photos as a way to publicly and shamelessly process whatever I’ve been thinking about. And it kinda worked out that way, but like the overthinker I am, a lot of posts were edited, archived, or straight up deleted from self cringe. I also struggle to want to keep the profile public due to the nuisance of promotional bot accounts and what not.

That shall not be the case with this blog, though. Everything stays public and posted. Even the cringey stuff. Enjoy, you little freak.

Eventually I’ll get back into film. But alas, film is expensive, and I am focusing on saving my money and paying off debts. And going emo. Yay tattoos and colored hair and a new wardrobe. That’s what makes one emo, right?

Back to the blog though. There will be no central topic or theme to my posts, nor will there be a set schedule for when I post. I tend to express myself better in writing than I do verbally but even then I have that squirrel brain in me.

Hark! I hereby proclaim this magic scroll to be my personal chronicle. It shall yield a collection of small musings, grumblings, wanderings and ponderings. ‘Tis a collection for mine own eyes and for any traveler who wishes to partake (hi Brayden :3 come here often? u so cute hehe wyd later??)

Ok that’s it for now. I’ll figure this wretched site out one way or another.

Huzzah!